Wednesday, May 13, 2009
2 setbacks together at once
life couldn't get any better
it's tiring trying to wait for that email and everytime being hopeful that it will appear everytime i check my inbox and getting disappointed
the thought of seeing a F/Ungraded grade on my Alvl cert is equally disappointed
i know i have myself to blame
for not working hard
for not starting early
for even starting the stupid course in the first place
i know that it doesn't matter
all i have to do now
is work hard for the rest of my main subjects
and score straight As to compensate the ugly U/F
but it's so much easier said then done
and please dun say i wun get U/F
i took the exam
i noe how i fared
maybe it's a sign
a sign for me to start working hard
a sign for me to not take too much things for granted
and also
a challenge
that God arranged
hmm duno
whatever
=(
life couldn't get any better
it's tiring trying to wait for that email and everytime being hopeful that it will appear everytime i check my inbox and getting disappointed
the thought of seeing a F/Ungraded grade on my Alvl cert is equally disappointed
i know i have myself to blame
for not working hard
for not starting early
for even starting the stupid course in the first place
i know that it doesn't matter
all i have to do now
is work hard for the rest of my main subjects
and score straight As to compensate the ugly U/F
but it's so much easier said then done
and please dun say i wun get U/F
i took the exam
i noe how i fared
maybe it's a sign
a sign for me to start working hard
a sign for me to not take too much things for granted
and also
a challenge
that God arranged
hmm duno
whatever
=(
what we could have been, 13.5.09.
